webpirate replied to your post: I feel like the glue holding my sanity together is failing: “That usually happens after an acid binge and takes me about a year to recover”
I havent even done acid in like a month or so. Im actually sober, besides weed x.x
My mind is just a crazy whirlwind of thoughts and emotions. My thoughts once used to be straight and fowared (who am i kidding?) and now they are scrambled and lost. Everyday I feel like I make new discoverys and then lose some old ones. I try to right music but I am always disappointed by it and it lost its satisfaction (for now). I often question the ‘deepness’ of my art these days. It MIGHT look ok, but what does it MEAN? What is the MESSAGE? There is not one. It kills me. Guitar and art are the things I am good at. What would I do without them? Im lost, and I am losing myself in the process.
Story of my life
TO the person who sent fan mail asking